Home at last, but it feels very stressing...
Tonight we sat down to a dinner of Chilis with the grandparents, mom and my aunt and uncle and cousin. It almost felt like being back in time with family again and remembering stories from the past. It's always good to bring these memories back in the mind of my grandma who is forgetting a lot lately. It's sad how life has changed in the last 7 years... Going from 18 and being totally ready to leave home and go to college, to losing my dad, to moving home, to going to school near home, to moving out and in with my friend, to losing our friendship, to moving into my own apartment, to watching my mom get sick, to now being finished with all my UCF classes and awaiting my internship.. I'm not a big fan of change and the unknown so it's hard for me to be happy the whole college thing is coming to an end but yet I'm happy to as this semester I kept telling myself that I was soooooooooo over school...
The future is so uncertain with my family's health, finding a job, moving home or where ever and trying to figure out how to deal with mom's sickness. It's got me very agitated and upset these last few weeks. It seems like somedays its just better to give up hope. I want to cry and say why? why me? why her? I hate how time is just passing so quickly by....
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
Sunday, December 14, 2008
12 Random Midnight Thoughts for the 12 days of Christmas that are now 14.
1.) Where does time go?
2.) I hate neighbors who play pounding rock music at midnight when I really want to go to sleep.
3.) Cleaning Sucks
4.) Overwhelming Doom/Anxiety needs to go away.
5.) Aghhhh I hate that I don't know what school I am at yet for internship.
6.) I hate pounding music at midnight.
7.) Will everything fit in the car?
8.) I really want to take my sizzix along so I can play with my new die from Arleen (it's so awesome)
9.) Why must the floor and walls be so thin that I can hear the lyrics to a song being played on the stereo below me?
10.) I'm tired and want to sleep.
11.) My back hurts.
12.) I'm grumpy
2.) I hate neighbors who play pounding rock music at midnight when I really want to go to sleep.
3.) Cleaning Sucks
4.) Overwhelming Doom/Anxiety needs to go away.
5.) Aghhhh I hate that I don't know what school I am at yet for internship.
6.) I hate pounding music at midnight.
7.) Will everything fit in the car?
8.) I really want to take my sizzix along so I can play with my new die from Arleen (it's so awesome)
9.) Why must the floor and walls be so thin that I can hear the lyrics to a song being played on the stereo below me?
10.) I'm tired and want to sleep.
11.) My back hurts.
12.) I'm grumpy
Saturday, December 13, 2008
Random Thoughts
Found this on a blog and just wanted to play!
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, Winamp, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put the artist after a dash following the song name.
5. Put any comments in brackets.
6. Tag some lucky people to spread the disease.
How would you describe yourself?
Here it Goes-Jimmy Eat World
How do you feel today?
Stand-Rascal Flats
What is your life’s purpose?
Deeper-Delirious? (Hmmm interesting)
What is your motto?
Firecrackers and Ferriswheels-Blue Country
What do you think about very often?
Whiskey Lullaby---ahhhh that's scary since I don't like whiskey and I'm not at all thinking about the song's main thing...
What is your life story?
This is your life-switchfoot---okay that's kind of cool!
What do you want to be when you grow up?
Faithfully-Journey (oh sweet!)
What will you dance to at your wedding?
I want to live-josh gracin
What will they play at your funeral?
I Kissed A Girl (ummm wow that's interesting!)
What is your hobby/interest?
Pu your records on-corinne bailey rae
If you could do anything right now, what would it be?
pocketful of sunshine-natasha bedingfield
What do you want most of all?
butterfly-mariah carey
What is your greatest fear?
You'll think of me-Keith Urban (hmm another interesting thought)
What is your darkest secret?
Who You'd Be Today-Kenny Chesney (hmm interesting because this song reminds me of something I do keep secret.
What is your favorite thing in the world?
Life is A Highway-Rascal Flatts (travel???)
If you could have one wish, what would you wish for?
Stay with Me-Josh Gracin
What is your theme song?
Sunshine and Summertime-Faith Hill
The next time you hear this song (aside from now, that is), you must dance:
watermelon crawl-tracy byrd (OMG---ahhhh wow)
What would best describe your personality?
Don't Stop-Fleetwood Mac
What do you like in a guy/girl?
Lonely No More-Rob Thomas
What is your life’s purpose?
Dream Big-Ryan Shupe (oh that's so sweet)
What is your motto?
So Long, Farewell from sound of music
What do your friends think of you?
Disturbia-Rihanna (LOL--that's so funny)
What do you think about very often
Everybody-Keith Urban
What is 2+2?
It's Not My Time-3 Doors Down
What do you think of your best friend?
She will be loved-maroon 5
What do you think of the person you like?
Just A Dream-Carrie Underwood (that's sad)
How will you die?
Only Time-Enya (ahhh ouch)
What is the one thing you regret?
Better Days-Goo Goo Dolls
What makes you laugh?
Unwriten-Natasha Bedingfield
What makes you cry?
Find your wings-mark harris
Will you ever get married?
What say you-travis tritt
If someone says “Is this okay” you say?
if I never see your face again-maroon 5/rihanna
If you could go back in time, what would you change?
Anyway-Martina McBride (that's perfect)
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, Winamp, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put the artist after a dash following the song name.
5. Put any comments in brackets.
6. Tag some lucky people to spread the disease.
How would you describe yourself?
Here it Goes-Jimmy Eat World
How do you feel today?
Stand-Rascal Flats
What is your life’s purpose?
Deeper-Delirious? (Hmmm interesting)
What is your motto?
Firecrackers and Ferriswheels-Blue Country
What do you think about very often?
Whiskey Lullaby---ahhhh that's scary since I don't like whiskey and I'm not at all thinking about the song's main thing...
What is your life story?
This is your life-switchfoot---okay that's kind of cool!
What do you want to be when you grow up?
Faithfully-Journey (oh sweet!)
What will you dance to at your wedding?
I want to live-josh gracin
What will they play at your funeral?
I Kissed A Girl (ummm wow that's interesting!)
What is your hobby/interest?
Pu your records on-corinne bailey rae
If you could do anything right now, what would it be?
pocketful of sunshine-natasha bedingfield
What do you want most of all?
butterfly-mariah carey
What is your greatest fear?
You'll think of me-Keith Urban (hmm another interesting thought)
What is your darkest secret?
Who You'd Be Today-Kenny Chesney (hmm interesting because this song reminds me of something I do keep secret.
What is your favorite thing in the world?
Life is A Highway-Rascal Flatts (travel???)
If you could have one wish, what would you wish for?
Stay with Me-Josh Gracin
What is your theme song?
Sunshine and Summertime-Faith Hill
The next time you hear this song (aside from now, that is), you must dance:
watermelon crawl-tracy byrd (OMG---ahhhh wow)
What would best describe your personality?
Don't Stop-Fleetwood Mac
What do you like in a guy/girl?
Lonely No More-Rob Thomas
What is your life’s purpose?
Dream Big-Ryan Shupe (oh that's so sweet)
What is your motto?
So Long, Farewell from sound of music
What do your friends think of you?
Disturbia-Rihanna (LOL--that's so funny)
What do you think about very often
Everybody-Keith Urban
What is 2+2?
It's Not My Time-3 Doors Down
What do you think of your best friend?
She will be loved-maroon 5
What do you think of the person you like?
Just A Dream-Carrie Underwood (that's sad)
How will you die?
Only Time-Enya (ahhh ouch)
What is the one thing you regret?
Better Days-Goo Goo Dolls
What makes you laugh?
Unwriten-Natasha Bedingfield
What makes you cry?
Find your wings-mark harris
Will you ever get married?
What say you-travis tritt
If someone says “Is this okay” you say?
if I never see your face again-maroon 5/rihanna
If you could go back in time, what would you change?
Anyway-Martina McBride (that's perfect)
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
IT'S DONE!!!!!!!!!!
NO MORE UCF CLASSES!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NO MORE UCF CLASSES!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, December 6, 2008
FOR SALE!
Feel the need to clean and purge things, so I have a HUGE stack of paper to sell off. I tried making some mini videos of the collections/bundles I am selling. Not sure it is working so going to try this one and go from there, otherwise there will be pictures to show instead...
I'm really all for best offer + shipping-which of course will depend on how much you want and it's weight..
I'm really all for best offer + shipping-which of course will depend on how much you want and it's weight..
Friday, December 5, 2008
Downtown Disney
Suzanne and I had such a great time at Downtown Disney. We ate at the Rainforest Cafe before going to see La Nouba! It was an awesome show!
Here's a bit about the show..
The show name La Nouba originates from the French phrase “faire la nouba,” which means to party, to live it up. It is a world where dreams and reality intertwine as the urban and circus worlds meet on stage. Blending acrobatics, dazzling choreography, whimsical characters and live music, La Nouba stimulates our imagination from beginning to end.
Heading over to the other side of Downtown Disney for dinner via boat!
we got to sit next to the fishies!!! Good thing neither of us ordered their friends....
Drinks first though!!!
Then Dinner!
Headed back over for the show, sunset in back of
Here's a bit about the show..
The show name La Nouba originates from the French phrase “faire la nouba,” which means to party, to live it up. It is a world where dreams and reality intertwine as the urban and circus worlds meet on stage. Blending acrobatics, dazzling choreography, whimsical characters and live music, La Nouba stimulates our imagination from beginning to end.
Heading over to the other side of Downtown Disney for dinner via boat!
we got to sit next to the fishies!!! Good thing neither of us ordered their friends....
Drinks first though!!!
Then Dinner!
Headed back over for the show, sunset in back of
CIRQUE DU SOLEIL
